Thursday, November 10, 2011

How do i respond to this...?

I'm gonna be completely honest with you, though we don't always have the best of conversations, but when we do, we have prettyyyy awesome conversations and that for you is on the plus side! You're uberrrr awesome to talk to! Which made me fall for you. I'm gonna admit, I do like you! Thing is, I don't think we can take it to the next level for several reasons! =/ I'll tell you a few. I'm not gonna lie, I'm like 100% devoted to getting another person, I don't want to say you're second, because that's a shitty way to put it, and that's the last thing I want you to feel. Secondly, I still think we need to build a better bond in friendship. I can't say we're not friends, because we are.. but if you think about it, we only talk on aim, and occasionally say a few things to eachother in school! Why? because we have one cl together, don't really hang out, and are in two completelyy different grades. But most importantly, I don't know... I've been asked plentyyyy of times, and I've sadly, never given anybody the chance. Why? im scurred. I have trusting issues and relationship issues... like I'm afraid to get too close to somebody and I don't want to get hurt. PLUS, I don't date period nor do I go into relationships. I enjoy my freedom wayyy too much and put other important things first. I guess this has to do with not being ready and my complicated mind! The real deal is, I think we have more building to do or just shed this whole thing and forget about it. I'm a confused girl, living in a confusing world. I never know what I want;; always so veryy indecisive! Fo serious. Do you understand?

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